Showing posts with label war world II. Show all posts
Showing posts with label war world II. Show all posts

Monday, November 19, 2012

The Day the Flowers Died





Sunday, February 14, 1932
Valentine’s Day was a big day for Eli.  He wanted to do something special for Rebecca and met her early Sunday morning to tell her she would have to let him blindfold her.  She did of course, and Eli guided her down the steps to his car and then drove her to an unknown location.  He walked with her over soft grass until pausing and sliding off the blindfold.  A wood picnic table under a large cascading tree sat next to a blue green lake.  Two lit candles sat in the middle of the worn wood table with two plates of delicacies.
Rebecca leapt into the air, eager to enjoy the Valentine meal with the man she loved.  Two long elegant glasses stood next to each plate, filled to the brim with white champagne.  Rebecca gleefully scuttled to the decorated table and smelled the plate of food as she sat.  She laid her Dresden Wire Mesh handbag on the chair beside her.  The soft painted pink petals and pale green leaves decorating the bag were a perfect complement to the nature encompassing them.  The late winter chills in the wind pervaded the park and tossed Rebecca’s long hair.
“This looks lovely.” She smiled subtly and Eli returned her gaze.
“A plate of your assorted favorite foods,” Eli pointed showing her each one. “Smoked duck, a pocket of caviar, baked carrots, and sautéed pears.” With each named food, Rebecca’s smile grew wider, realizing Eli knew her so well.  Rebecca savored the duck and then picked up a spoonful of carrots.  She nibbled a pinch of caviar and then sipped her white champagne.
“Did you cook all of this?”
“I spent all Friday night a slave in the kitchen.” Eli smirked.
“You told me you had to work late.”
“And I did,” he joked.  After the meal, Eli pulled up two paper bags and handed one to Rebecca.
“Another surprise?” Rebecca’s warm gaze fell over Eli’s face like shadows on the sidewalk.
“Open it,” he said and Rebecca didn’t resist.  She pulled out a pair of pink ice skates with matching laces. Holding the skates beside her foot, she danced on the grass in spins. “Looks like they will fit.” Eli stared at her.  “Thank you Eli. The color is beautiful.”
“We have a lovely frozen lake.” Eli grinned, “a picnic, and a wonderful day to ourselves. What more could two people want?” Eli persuaded. Rebecca’s loud guffaw was coupled by her tousled hair. Staring at her, she felt Eli wanting something.”
“What?”
“Please, try on the skates.” Eli encouraged.
“Now?”
“Just a moment. We can test them out on the ice near the shoreline. I will hold your hand.”
“But...”
“Don’t worry. I will hold you.” Eli winked.
“Alright.” After Rebecca pulled her two skates over her feet, they walked, hand in hand, with Eli doing most of the balancing, to the frozen lake.
Her honey-touched brown hair glistened under the late winter sun and the dew from the grass also hung in the sky on her nose. Eli brushed the loose strands off her cheeks and collar before lowering his lips to her supple neck. Her lake blue eyes radiated under the sky and Eli’s contrasting deep brown eyes sat like steady stones.
Holding her hand steady, Rebecca pushed off the shoreline onto the hard ice. The two separate bodies twined so close became like one, at least to a distant observer.
“Stay near the edge. We don’t want any accidents.” Eli stated.
“Are you sure this is safe?” Rebecca questioned with furrowing brows as she stared at her feet over the ice.
“I used to come here with Papa as a boy. The ice is hard. Just don’t leave my hands.”
“I won’t.” Rebecca giggled in a smile, thinking she would be a silly girl indeed if she broke hands with the one man holding her up securely. 
“I love the weather this time of year,” Eli whispered and she could only smile, closing her eyes against the soft breeze. Rebecca pushed with Eli at her side and she almost slipped when she tried to turn around, but Eli caught her. Stumbling in his grip, he grinned and she gritted her teeth, but soon she stood and smiled. 
Stepping off the ice and onto the grass, Eli pulled her up spun her into his arms, even the weight of skates could not keep him from her.  Carrying her to the picnic table, she sat to pull off her skates. Then, they lay on a quilt Eli straightened out over the grass near the picnic table. Letting the cool sky fall over them like a blanket, they rested in each other’s arms, their toes touching.
In this quiet moment, the only disturbance between them was of politics reminding them that the country and the world were changing.
“Do you really think Hindenburg won’t remain president for much longer?” Rebecca inquired.
“Elections are coming up.  Anything is possible.” Eli glanced away at the sun before returning his gaze.  “Hindenburg is the favorite, but he’s getting old and his mind is not what it used to be. If Hitler runs this year, who knows what will happen. He makes promises the people want to hear and, despite his party’s violence and radical ideas, the people want bread on their tables.” Eli kissed her lips.  “But we can hope.” The morning trickled into late afternoon and they headed back to their apartment building.

* * *

Monday morning, Eli read over briefs and statements that needed to be reviewed for court in the afternoon.  Aaron burst into the office with a newspaper swaying in his hands.
“Did you read the morning paper yet?” Aaron’s voice sounded frustrated and his movements agitated.  He sprawled the paper over the mahogany desk in front of Eli. “President Hindenburg reluctantly agrees to run again, announcing his candidacy for re-election.”
“That is a good thing.”
“I’m not finished.” Aaron ran his finger across the next line in the paper, “Hitler decided to oppose him and run for the presidency himself.” Eli sunk in his chair, remembering Rebecca’s words, “do you really think Hindenburg won’t be president much longer?” It wasn’t set and Hindenburg had a stronger following than Hitler, but it was one more step forward for the Nazi party.
“Why aren’t you in your office next door?” Eli asked.
“Not very busy for me these days.” Aaron’s lip curled.  “My colleagues, Cynthia and Robert from the party, have no trouble finding new clients.  I, on the other hand, am having a hard time holding on to my old ones.”
“Sorry,” Eli said in a soft voice, both of them knowing the reason wasn’t that he was a bad lawyer, but that he looked too Jewish.
Aaron ruffled his fingers through his dark curly hair.  “You’re lucky.  You get to work with your father.  He makes sure you acquire clients.”
“Even our business has lessened this year.  The Nazis are first-rate at spreading propaganda.” Eli glanced over the newspaper again, reading the quotes enclosed: “Freedom and Bread,” was printed underneath Hitler’s picture as his personal slogan to perpetuate his campaign.
“Freedom and bread! How memorable!” Aaron reacted in disgust.
“Hitler has a monster of a campaign and Hindenburg is essentially resting on his reputation as former president.”
“Hitler won’t win,” Robert said, squeezing through the opened crack in the door.  Aaron and Eli both jerked their heads up at him.  “He won’t have enough supporters and he knows it.  This is just a ploy to gain more Nazi sympathy and followers.” Robert closed the door behind him.
Aaron’s eyes sharpened in the corners, “And it’s working.  His influence has already reached into our law offices. What’s next, synagogues?”
“I don’t know,” Robert said with sincerity, “but he has another speech scheduled in Berlin today and there’s a Nazi rally downtown.”
Robert handed a Nazi pamphlet to Eli, who stood to take it.  “This was handed to me this morning on my way to work.” The pamphlet read: The Sensationalist Newspapers  Lie! Biased and racial slurs filled the pages, propitiating a Nazi world view.  Eli clutched it in his hands, then crumbled it, thudding heavily onto his seat.
The work day was long as all days were without Rebecca at his side, but this day was worse, because Eli could see the grip of the Nazi party tightening like a rope around the neck of the country he grew up in, of the country he once loved.  Eli walked to his old Audi and drove home for the day, seeing plastered over the city walls posters of Hitler and his Nazi campaign.
Some announced sixteen simultaneous mass meetings in Berlin on the problem of unemployment, 5,600,000 demand work, and some stated:
“Germans! Give your answer to the System! Elect Hitler!” Everyone knew that ‘system’ was a pejorative Nazi term for the Weimar Republic, who they blamed for the problems the country faced.
Other posters came more to the point of the problem, to the very core of Germany’s economic collapse, stating, “The Jews are our misfortune,” after the meeting by Julius Streicher, a leading Nazi who stood by the displayed words during his speech.  Posters plastered with Jewish and African derogatory comments became more frequent and more widely accepted.  Eli slid behind the wheel of his car, tugging on his pale grey tie with sparkle on its opposite side reminding him of Rebecca on New Year’s Eve.
      He drove over the roads he grew up on as a child, the roads where he first rode his bicycle and fell to scrape a knee, where he walked to school  and had his first kiss. These roads where as much a part of him as they were anyone in Germany -Jew or German- and he wouldn’t let someone tell him he didn’t belong to them. When he parked his Audi and plodded to his apartment building, he grabbed his chest at pains burning inside, though no such physical sensation was there, before opening the front metallic door with its broken latch.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

How a Dream Changed My Life, by Ami Blackwelder








How a Dream Changed My Life

Does anyone else have those dreams that feel so real that you wake up emotionally wrapped up in the situation, in the characters? Do you ever feel so interconnected with the people in the dream that you actually feel like one of them? 

Well The Day the Flowers Died is based on such an event. Back in the end of 2009 just before I returned to the states after a six year ESL teaching stay in Thailand, I had a dream. A dream that changed my life.

I woke up with poignant emotional ties to the two characters Rebecca Baum and Eli Levin, to their story, as well as the time period. Pre war Munich, Germany. Two young people in love, but from diverse backgrounds. One a Jew. The other a Catholic. While the country around them changed and eventually crumbled, they managed to steal bliss before having to face the harsh realities unfolding around them.

While in my dream the climatic ending occurred in the movie theater where the male main character was pulled away by the Nazis, my story eventually took a different path which would educate the reader further on some of the events that took place during that time frame. 

Now, since I did not actually grow up during that time period in that country there are a few errors I'm sure any history buff might pick up on; however, for the most part the story is more historically accurate than most historical romances --and the story and characters themselves are so profoundly sincere that I'm certain anyone who loves a War World II story won't be disappointed. 

Have you had any dreams change your life? Tell me about them. I love to hear from you. 


Friday, March 9, 2012

The Day the Flowers Died March Giveaway






I am hosting a giveaway on my blog for the paperback autographed historical romance The Day the Flowers Died. Set in Munich, Germany in the 1930's, this passion set in a time of prejudice will make you cry, think and ultimately understand better the time period. 


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Saturday, November 26, 2011

#SampleSunday -free excerpt of best selling The Day the Flowers Died






Friday, January 8, 1932
Eli remembered this day well.  The detailed flower print of the pale blue dress Rebecca wore stained his mind as she swung around the banister on her porch. Her dress lifted with the currents of the cold wind still trying to separate from winter and grow to spring. The spring flowers on the lawn began to bloom again, reminding them both a new year was born. He remembered this moment more passionately than others because, on this banister under the changing skies of Munich, he realized he loved her.
He walked like a heavenly string lifted him high off the ground.  Her baby blue eyes complimented the blue in her dress and the sky.  Her hands clutched the metal bars as she played ballerina on her tiptoes and swirled across the porch in her beige thick snow socks. Eli enjoyed watching her spin like a child on her birthday.
She often played like this, but in this moment, a primal hunger saturated him, and only Rebecca could quench it. He grasped her hands mid-spin and spun her such that her face and his touched nose to nose.  Rebecca giggled, lifting her hand to cover her laugh and then Eli took her hand and held her cold fingers inside of his warm hands.
“Rebecca?”
Her eyes glistened at her name on his lips.  “Yes?”
“I love you,” he said succinctly and sure.  Nothing now could be more certain than he loved her.  In this city and country where finances were failing, culture was crumbling, and government was grappling for decision, his love for her would not waver. He wasn’t sure how it happened, how he had fallen in love. He had never loved anyone this deeply.  Perhaps it was the way she accepted everything about him, or the way they felt as ease with each other, or perhaps it was the uncommon manner in which she carried herself, courteous, and yet free.
Now his gaze searched her face while his heart waited.
“I love you, too.” Her words filled him with a new sensation. He lifted her into his arms and swung her around the porch for all peering eyes below to see.  Rebecca tilted her head back, letting her hair catch the wind and then moved her lips to Eli’s soft mouth.
The passion from their kiss erupted inside both of them with an instant flutter of their bodies from the public porch into the privacy of Rebecca’s apartment.  She brushed her cheek over his chin, clad with a hint of stubble.  Eli glided her into her room with his hands moving up her legs and under her dress, eyes intense on one another as they fell to the bed like currents on the ocean, crashing into each other.
Into each other’s hair, into each other’s necks, into each other’s lips, into each other’s legs, intertwined and lost so that no one could make out where one body ended and the other began until they journeyed like seamen into each other’s seas and the sounds of sweetest rapture left their bodies sweating on the sheets.  Rebecca, in swoon like fashion, leaned her limp body against Eli’s on top of the sheets, legs still interlaced with a sheet tangled between them.  They laid there until the sun fell behind the horizon and the Shabbos began.  Then in thought, Rebecca rolled on top of Eli and propped her body up with her elbows against his stomach.
“When will I meet your family?” Rebecca implored with more intensity in her eyes than in her voice.  “You’ve met mine.” She concluded with a fact as any good lawyer would do.  Eli couldn’t help but smile at her persistence, enjoying the affection.
“You will, soon.  I’ve told my mama I’m seeing someone and she wants me to invite you to the Pesach, Passover this April at her house.  You’ll meet everyone there and even have a taste of some good old-fashioned Jewish cooking.”
Rebecca bounced up, elated at Eli’s words, then leaned over to nibble on his naked naval.  He giggled and instinctively pulled back at the tickle before drawing to her.
“Is your family upset you’ve missed synagogue recently because of me?”
“My father’s friends told him I’ve been neglecting Shabbos and he asked me about it.  I was honest with him.  I told him I was dating someone and sometimes Friday and Saturday are the only times we have together.”
“And he understood?” Rebecca asked.  Eli scrunched his face and uttered something slurred between yes and no.
“My mama doesn’t understand why the both of us can’t just go to synagogue together.  I told her it is not something you’re accustomed to doing.”
“And she understood?”
“And then my father insisted on asking me a rhetorical question involving something to the effect of what kind of Jew works on Shabbos and then I told him.”
“You told him?” Rebecca’s body tensed, knowing what prisons her own mother had built around her life and knowing Eli’s father did much the same.
“I told him, she isn’t Jewish, and he just stared at me for a few moments with his mouth ajar and then my mama interrupted and told me to invite you to Passover dinner, that way we all could meet you.”
“And then they understood?” Rebecca’s hopes lingered with the words repeated.
“And then they all wanted to meet you,” Eli said with a higher pitch in his tone and tickled her sides.  “My oldest sister seemed most excited about the idea.” Rebecca giggled and then the stern expression returned to her face.
“Sounds like an intense conversation.”
“It was, but not to fear.  Everything will be fine.”
“What are their names?” Rebecca asked, “Your sisters names, your mother and father’s names?”
“Ah,” Eli’s eyes grew wide, “Sarah is my oldest sister.  Miriam is my youngest sister and Leah is in the middle. My mother’s name is Deborah and my father’s name is Ezekiel.” Rebecca’s body shifted off Eli’s chest to his side, plopping comfortably onto the thick sheets.  Her face lost its pink shade from the friction they shared and her gaze fixed itself on the ceiling.  “Are you alright?” Eli tended to her with his fingers raking through her long hair stretched over the sheets such that it gave the illusion of waves on the ocean.
“I’m fine.  I’m just trying to digest it all.”
“It’s really nothing to worry about.  They will love you.  I know they will.  I love you, how could they not?” Eli squished himself close to her and she smiled halfheartedly until he tickled her stomach again and she bellowed out a scream-laugh that could be heard upstairs.  The early evening became late evening and the night belonged to only the two of them lying like branches twisted on her bed under the stars of Munich, innocent of the country choking around them.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

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For reaching 100 followers on my direct following tab for this blog I am offering 10 gifts of The Shifters of 2040 and 10 gifts of the Day the Flowers Died for those interested!

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Thursday, January 20, 2011

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